Santa baby

It's been a while...

Sun, 30 Sep 2007 09:15:29 GMT

So wow, its been a really long time since I've been on this website. I wonder if anyone actually uses livejournal anymore...lol. Well to update, I now live in Salina, Kansas....its been almost two years since I first moved here. And boy has it been a long two years. Lots of stuff has happened. Lots of things have changed. But the biggest thing that has happened to me since I moved here is that I am pregnant. Yes, Santana is having her first child in about 6 months. Scary yes...but so exciting. Lol. I'm dating the father of my baby, his name is Matt. He is amazing...basically. um...I am doing the whole online school thing which shouldn't take me too long.

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 05:32:47 GMT

i = evil hacker

bwahahaha

if you know not who i am then down with you!

mwahahahahahaha i win! i win!

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 23:04:36 GMT

Just thought you all should know that, yes, I am going to leave the school somewhere near the end of February. I want to finish up soccer and then I shall be going to homeschool. I don't want to here any of this you can't leave, I have made up my mind. I'm already enrolled in the other school and everything. SO, I love you all. I just can't handle this school anymore. We shall still hang out though. . .well . . .I hope. Probably more with Safiyyah then anyone. It won't be for a while though so it's all good.

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 20:18:20 GMT

OKay, yeah, so Abby the idiot won't change my name because she said that I need a certified name change for the diplomacy or a security card. But I gave her my adoption certificate and that is a certified document. THe judge signed it and everything. The judge told us that that was the certificate that was needed for a name change. Gash, Abby is such an idiot. So when I got home I told my mom that Abby wouldn't change it becasue she said I needed the security card. So my mo was super pissed and she called Abby and was arguing with her and Abby was saying that you need the certified paper for the name chaneg and my mom kept telling her, THAT IS CERTIFIED! It says and henceforth shall be known as SANTANA LAREINA WARD!!! ANd it is saigned by the judge Keletly. ANd SO Abby said well then just bring in her knew security card. And my mom said that I didn't have one yet. ANd Abby was saying that well, it doesn't matter right now because she'll get my card before I graduate so she doesn't need to worry about it. And my mom is like no because she isn't graduating there and then she hung up on Abby. It was hillarious. So then my mom called my dad and she is having him call the school on monday and tellthem that if they don't send mine and Geneva's cumes (spelling?) then we are going to sue the school. So, that's my drama for the day. . .Abby's an idiot. Hehehe. . .Other than that. . .nothing has really been going on. We won our soccer game yesterday. Vincent Memorial really sucked and I don't know why we didin't do way better than we did. We won 2-0. But it's still a win so I'm happy. School has been really boring today. As always. I'm tired. I just wanna go home. Now I wanna listen to Emery. . .hehehe. Okie dokie then. . .I'm going to go and be bored now. . .see ya!

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 19:20:41 GMT

YAY! Abby finally changed my name for the school records. . .FINALLY!!!No more Flint-Ward!!! Yay!!!

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 23:19:47 GMT

ASIANS ROCK!!!

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 19:09:47 GMT

okay so, I'm now officially a ward. I am now officially Santana Lareina Ward. I am so happy. My dad picked me up from school at lunch time and we went home and everyone was getting ready so I had to change into something nice. And then we all went to juvenile court and waited for our turn to go in. And then we all went in Shawna and I had to sign a paper and then mom and dad had to sign a couple papers and then it was final. And so we all got up with the judge and the officer or whatever took 3 pictures and the judge let shawna and I pick out a stuffed bear that we wanted. I was wondering why the huge bookshelf was filled with a ton of stuffed bears. Funny, we picked out the same bear. Hers is named eggs and mine is named grittles. I know. So weird. And yet so funny. Sara couldn't come though because she ha a dentist appointment. It was so great. I was so happy. Mom started crying, it waas so cute. THat was like, the happiest moment of my life. I'm sooooooo happy. Finally, no more flint. . .no more foster child. . .no more moving from house to house. . .no more social workers coming to check up on us. . .it's so great. SO then we took some pictures outside, in the rain. My parents said woohoo because now they can officially beat me (haha) And then we all went to hometown buffet. we were there for like ever. I ate so much. It was fun. And then we went home and Geneva and I got ready and then went Maryams house for her and ANna's birthday party. Which was a blast. We watched Napoleon Dynamite which was okay I think. Not as great as everyone made it out to me. But whatever. And we watched part of Troy, which is really really really good. Not accordig to some of the girls there though, the little freaks. but it was so much fun. we played truth or dare, and then just talked forever. and had some delicious chimmichetos (don't know how to spell, but they were good) and ice cream cake. I'm so glad my mom let us stay the night. I had a great time. and then my mom had Hillary pick us up at like 10 in the am. We went home and cleaned. Put away the christmas tree which was difficult due to its being as heavy as a hippo. and then John and Nancy Blackwell came over for a while and we had scones and fruit tart that HIllary made which was delcious. And tea. And we watched some of the dance recital dvd. and then they left and a couple hours later randy came over and watched the rest of the game with us. It was fun. ANd then sadie got baptised yesterday. which was great. so my weekend was pretty fun. HIllary had to leave yesterday cuz she is starting up with school again. And my dad is taking sara to hillarys today because she has a dentist appointment and hill is giong to take her to the airport on tuesday morning. so evreyone is going back to school. woohooo (not really). Bah!

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 18:16:09 GMT

RIght now I am in chemistry class and we already finished our lab so he is letting us do whatever. We are listening to Atreyu. Yay! SO next I have history and then I am going home at lunch because I am being officially wardenized at 1:00. We have to go to court and then we are going out to eat. SO sorry if I don't make it to your bday party Maryam and Anna. I really hope I can make it. Happy early birthday girls I love you!!!

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 18:11:32 GMT

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 23:56:45 GMT

You Are the Loyalist

6

You have strong relationships and are intensely loyal.

People find you easy to love and care for.

You like your world to be stable and secure, no surprises.

You're cautious. You prefer your inner circle to the outside world.

What number are you?

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 23:45:48 GMT


the white stripes are love
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Tue, 04 Jan 2005 21:00:01 GMT

SO school has finally started back up. And as many of you already know (even though you think I am a lamo) I am still going to leave this school. I just have to take the rest of my finals from last semester and then wait for my homeschool books to come in. SO I'll probably be here for another couple of weeks so that I can still do soccer for a while, and of course see my friends, but when my books get here I am leaving. I'll do a little homework just so that teachers don't say anything, but for the most part I won't be doing much because my homework for this semester won't count. But I'm not leaving because of you guys. You all are the reason that I stayed this long. But I just can't deal with this school anymore, it's getting worse and worse and the teachers suck (well except for mrs. white), I'm just not doing good here. Yeah I'm passing, but just barely. I have c's in every class. And I know that I would do so much better in hoomeschooling. I don't really hang out with anyone at school anyways (not blaming it on you guys, I know it's my fault) so not much is gonna change. I shall call you guys all the time. we gotta hang out more. . .i don't want you guys to forget about me just cuz i'm leaving. Hopefully my mom will let Geneva and I still come to enchanted evening because I really really really want to go to that. SO hopefully I'll see you guys there as well. I think Mrs. Foye is gonna be mad at me though because I have pages that I haven't even started. I hope someone took pictures at the winter dance, because I need them for my pages. oh well. . .have fun at school without me. . .

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you. . .

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 20:50:12 GMT

TODAY IS MY SISTER SHAWNA'S BIRTHDAY!!! SHE IS TURNING 15!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KID!!! I LOVE YOU MUCH!!!

christmas and the new year

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 20:49:11 GMT

woohoo, today andre gave me a christmas presents. Happy bunny pin! YAY! one says "I'm bad and you love it" and the other says "boys lie and kind of stink" and shawna also got me a happy bunny pin that says "I just realized. I don't care." I LOVE HAPPY BUNNY!!! Oh and my love got me the best thing ever! She got me a LOTR jacket!!! And some cool earrings that are bright pink phones. SO COOL!!! and felipe got me a cute littlepurse thing for change. and saffi got me a cute earring holder, it's a ballerina. . .thank you also very much!!! I love it all!!! Anyhoodles, our new years eve party was a blast.
People who came: Anna, Melissa (anna's sister), Ayishah, Sierah, Safiyyah, Ryan, Maryam, Aminah, Karimah, and Chase. And then Neysa and Jason and the kids were there.
It was so much fun.
THings we did: swam (although I didn't get a chance to because by the time Ayishah and I were ready and heading down everyone else was coming up. It's all hope's fault, darn that child of satan), talked, played compatibility (which of course Geneva and Chase took THE LONGEST to pick their cards, so slow so slow), played twister, watched little children dance, had a booty drop contest (of course the little children that take dance won, they sure can shake their booties), played the knot game, played four on a couch, talked some more, drank, talked some more, drank. . . and finally at 8 in the am, we went to bed, seven girls in two beds, can you imagine? Well, it was mighty crowded. It really didn't help that sheila took up practically the whole of one bed. And then she kept complaining because we were talking. And then she started playing with her phone rings. SO obnoxious. Oh but of course it isn't her fault she is cranky, she had a "hangover". Yeah, uh-huh, ok Sheila. Hillary was so funny though. SHe wasn't drunk, just buzzed. Nobody was drunk, they just like to pretend that they are, really lame must say. Most of us were just super tired. People do weird things without sleep, it's great. Geneva managed to get groped but more than just her boyfriend. . .poor ilttle child, and she got kissed by mre than just her boyfriend!!! I love you Isha, that's funny. . .btw, it's over. But yeah, all in all the night was the best ever. I thank all of you that got an invite and actually showed up, it wouldn't have been as fun without you. And to those that didn't come but were invited many a time, you missed out, I guess we are just too shallow for you, we wouldn't want to wardenize you, but hopefully you'll come next time, you won't want to miss it. HAHA!
While we were sleeping everyone just filed out. By the time HIll and I woke up everyone was gone. And thanks to whoever cleaned the living room for us. That was very nice of you. so then we cleaned up a bit and talked to chase on the phone. Geneva made me call him to yell at him for calling me a doofus. Which was quite a while ago. But it was funny. then at 6 geneva and I went cosmic bowling with Andre, Felipe, Chase, Sierah, and Maryam. . .which was muy muy fun. Geneva and I weren't actually gonna bowl but I'm glad we did. It was great. EVen with Sierah making fun of me. No Butterfly, no! You monkey squeeler (I really need to come up with something else cuz that doesn't even make any sense). Then the girls went to Sierah's house and ate something, I have no idea what it was called, but it was v. good., then we went to Beef n Bun (which I had never been before) ad Maryam, Geneva, and Sierah got shakes. THen we sat in the car and talked while people finished their shakes. Then we went inside and played jeopardy and wheel of fortune. which I am very proud of myself for solving the Grand Canyon National Park. That was v. amazing. I knw I know, I'm good.

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 20:22:43 GMT

wow, it's finally the new year!!! Yay. Christmas was great. we had a bunch of family over on Christmas eve. the service didnt go well at all. But whatever, not even gonna think about it. georgia got me the coolest cards (i love cards), they are nightmare before christmas cards. I love them. and hillary got me a really cute shirt, which I am wearing today. and ryan came over and gave us gifts. it was really sweet. he got me a bottle of sparkling apple cider and cookies and from victorias secret he got me a purse with lotion, body wash, and spray in it, the scent is forbidden fantasy, it smells really good. and then on christmas we woke up at like 10, opened stockings in my parents room and then went down and opened our christmas presents. Chelsea got the older girls the King Arthur dvd. Sara got me a cute shirt from rue 21 and it has a monkey and underneath it says naughty or nice? and then I got a purse and jewelry and a $50 american express card for the westfield shopping center so hill took me shopping the day after xmas. we went with sheila and saw spanglish and then we shopped. we saw courtney enniss there, that was odd. . .

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 17:52:30 GMT

we spent today at California adventure. first we went on soarin over california with my dad. then me, geneva, shawna, georgia, elizabeth, and lacey went on that water rafting ride (i don't know what its called) and got totally soaked. i love that ride. then we went on this lame ride where you sit in this silver car thing and swing around. kinda lame, but i liked it. then we went on the rollercoaster, and that one that shoots up and down. then we all, minus Georgia, dad and saide, went on the tower of terror (which is so awesome). i sat next to hanna hand next to her was Rebekah and they were so scared. THey each had one of my hands nad were squeezing them so hard. rebekah was screaming and hannah was bawling. then georgia decided she wanted to go on even though she was terrified because it was night and hse is afraid of the dark, plus her friends told her all this crap about it being SO scary. So I sat next to her. she held my hand thhe whole itme. even before the ride. it was so sad. she started bawling as soon as the doors closed. she was so scared. so the whole time I was holding her hand, hugging her, and telling her its alright, its almost over youre okay. in the picture i was holding her hand looking at her saying something and she just looked so terrified it was so sad. sadie was really sick and was barfing that night. poor baby.

Winter Break

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 17:34:54 GMT

Today we packed up the car and headed for Anaheim. Dad, Georgia, and Sadie took Hillary's truck and picked her up on the way there. THe "big girls" get their own hotel room next my parents. So me, Geneva, Shawna, and Elizabeth are in our own hotel room. I'm so happy. No little scary children running around annoying me. Hillary is leaving tonight, which totally sucks, because she has school this week. The bad thing is that we have to keep Jene in our room because our room doesn't have any food in it, that way Jene can't steal everything. In our hotel room there is a kitchen/dining room/living room and a bathroom and then a bedroom. SHawna, Geneva, and I are in one bedroom. One bed, but its a big bed. Elizabeth is sleeping on the fold out bed in the living room. We got to Disneyland at like 5 pm. I went on the Toad's Big Adventure ride and the Madahorn (I don't know how to spell that). We also went on the teacups and I went on with Sadie. She is so adorable on the rides (and off). And we watched the fireworks show which was SO cool with the music and the snow (which is actually soap bubbles). Everyone else also went on the dumbo ride. Sadie had a blast. SHe's so cute. Dad and Georgia couldn't come today because it was a blackout day for their passes (which they bought when they went to Disneyland with HIllary, Sierah and Felipe). But they are able to come the rest of the week so it's all good. Only we can't go on saturday or sunday. ANd we are going home on sunday. I don't want to leave. Disneyland is awesome . I didn't think that I liked it this much. It really is the happiest place on Earth. Sure the rides aren't as cool as the ones at Six Flags or something. But Disneyland is way better because its just way nicer and lceaner. I think the rides are better too. It's just more fun.

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 18:46:57 GMT

Ok, well, yesterday I had my math final. It had like 49 problems on it, mostly multiple choice, and then a couple hopnors problems. But I think that I did fairly welll on i, definitely a passing grade. SO I'm excited about that. And then I took my history final this morning, with Mrs. Seabrook, and I think that I did good. And then third period I am going to be taking my chemistry final, which I so am gonna fail. It doesn't matter how much I study, I just don't get chemistry. I hink I have like a 70.59 in that class. SO if I don't pass that would be really bad. I'm just gonna die. Plus Mr. Wickersham totally hates me. Yesterday he made me cry because he just kept yelling at me and yelling at me. Because Mrs. Seabrook told me a while ago that I was supposed to take my chemistry final after school so then he was yelling at me becasue he said that he never said that and all this crap, and he was just being a total jerk about ita. Grrrness!!! He is so mean. I can't stand him. But he told me to take it during class today because there is no point in me coming to the class after I take the final so I might as well take it during class. Anyhoodles. . .I should probably go study for it, and practice for my group speech today. Oy, I'm so nervous. I hate talking in front of groups. I get so shaky. But at least this is my last communications class. And if she fails me I am so not taking it again, I don't care what they say. And then, there is a soccer game today, which we are totally gonna win. Against Marion Catholic. So if you can, come and support our team!!!

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 17:52:03 GMT

OMG!!! I am so sad. Anna Wilkey is leaving the school. Next week is her last week. She was in review for the kids to be kicked out of the school, but she was working really hard and pulling her grades up. But her mom decided she wants her to go to a private school. It's so lame. Grrrness. . .that is so rearded.

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 17:48:42 GMT

Yesterday we were supposed to have a soccer game, but there was a mix-up. Calvin was waiting for us in Escondido and we were waiting for them in Lakeside. Refs were sent to both schools. I really wanted to play yesterday but then again I didn't because my leg still hurts. But I'm kind of glad that we didn't have the game because we probably would have lost without Maryam, especially with Kelsey in the goal. But we do have a game tomorrow which we will definitely win. We are playing against Marion Catholic again. Anyhoodles. . .I have two finals today. I stayed up until 2 in the morning last night studying for my math final. And now I am going to finish studying for my chemistry final. I'm taking it after school, and math during 3rd and 4th period. WIsh me luck guys, I'll need it!

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 19:23:29 GMT

Well, today I am a teachers aid for Nieman because Geneva and I wanted Felipe to come to the soccer game at Marion Catholic, and Nieman would only let him come if we did something for her. So I've been grading papers and checking homework all morning. And tomorrow Felipe has to do the same. I have to study so much for chemistry because there is so much info to learn and I am taking the final this thursday, which is so gonna suck. Tomorrow we have a soccer game against Calvin Christian. Hopefully we'll win. I was so happy that we beat Marion Catholic. I didn't think that thye were gonna suck that badly. I would like to say that Ayishah did so good, I'm so proud of her. SHe's our new replacement for Sita. Everyone else did really good as well. Nice job girls We'll definitely beat them again on Friday. Last night at practice Maryam slide tackled me. And omg, it hurt so bad. It was funny though because Maryam and Sierah carried me all the way up to the bench. And then they both took turns holding the ice pack on my leg. Thank you girls, I love you!!! It feels a lot better now. It's weird, last night the pain was coming and going. SOmetimes it hurt to walk and other times I didn't feel it at all, it was realy annoying. But don't feel bad Maryam, it was totally my fault. I should have worn shinguards. DOn't worry about it. Well, I'm off to study for chemistry, since I have absolutely no idea how to do any of it. Love you all madly!!!

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 00:05:29 GMT

so, now I have figured out my schedule for finals. And I would just like to say that school absolutely SUCKS!!! SO, this friday I have a chemistry final after school, which should take about an hour and a half. ANd then at lunch time on friday I have my history final which should take about an hour and 10 minutes. And then after school on Friday I have my precalculus final which should take about 2 hours. Which totally sucks because that is gonna mean that I will miss the soccer game against Marion Catholic on Friday. So, I'm really bummed about that. And then Mrs. White is having me take my english final in January, when we get back from winter break. So, I'm happy about that, she's so nice. But I am excited to be going to Disneyland. It'll be fun. I get to miss a whole week of school, and then I am off for two weeks after that. I'm so happy. Well, I hope you all have a wonderful Christmas vacation. And I hope you all do well on your finals. Probably better than I will since I'm taking them a week early. Well, wish me luck guys, I'll need it.

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 20:09:26 GMT

Mr. Wellhouse is so annoying!!! I was talking to Mrs. Seabrook, and she was telling me to talk to my teachers and ask them what I could do in the next two weeks to bring up my grades and I go, well the next week because I'll be in disneyland the following week. And Mr. Wellhouse gives me this dirty look and goes excuse me, "you didn't say anything to your teachers about this," and I'm like "well yeah, that's what I'm doing today." And he's like, "well, you can't miss any school, you have finals to take" and I'm like, "well thats just too bad then, because it's either I take the finals early or I leave the school. So take your pick." And he just gave me an angry look and went back to doing his work. I'm so tired of him being such an ass to me. I wouldn't back talk to him if he didn't yell at me for absolutely no reason. I'm so sick of him. got so mad the otehr day because I had Geneva come to school with me so that she could come to my soccer game. ANd Mr. Wellhouse kept telling her she couldn't be here and that she had to leave. Which I think is stupid because the day before, Whitney came to school and just sat in Chelsea's classes, being her annoying self, and she didn't get yelled at to leave. BUt you know, Geneva brought all her school work and everything and she wasn't doing anything wrong and he had to go and be an ass. He's so dumb. I can't stand him. Grrrness!!!

Soccer. . .

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 19:17:32 GMT

The boys had their first soccer game on Tuesday. They played against El Cap and lost 8 to 1. They played well though. It was so cold sitting outside watching. I can't imagine how cold it would have been if I were playing. I would have frozen to death. I'm really excited because the girls have our first game today at our school, against Valhalla. Hopefully we will win, and if not hopefully we won't lose TOO badly. The only thing that I am really angry about is that we have to wear full 90 head gear. WHich is just incredibly stupid if you ask me. Steve, Mr. and Mrs. Wellhouse thought it was just so hillarious because we were all complaining so much. I think the plan is for the whole team to "forget" them at home that way we don't have t wear them, because it's not like they can stop all of us from playing, that would be just stupid. Anyhoodles. . .Caitlan came and watched us at dance yesterday. I really liked the dance that we did, although it was kind of naughty. . .a lot of booty shaking. . .it was funny. Troy was gonna come and watch as with Caitlan, but I guess he got lost or something, thank god. I would not want him watching. Caitlan said she might take the class with us, but she didn't seem like she enjoyed it so much. But oh well, at least I have Megan, Geneva, and Caryn. Anyhoodles, my family isn't having Christmas presents this year. We are still doing stockings, but our only present s that we get to go to Disneyland for a whole week. My mom says we don't really need anything so we are going to Disneyland instead. But the thing that I am not happy about is that I don't get to go to the dance that I won a free ticket to becasue we will be gone from the 12th to the 19th. Bummer. Oh well, I'll get over it. . .Disneyland is way better than some dance. But yeah, I'm SOOOO tired, so imma go now!!! Back to homework!!!

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 03:51:41 GMT

Well, I have been having fun at my sister Neysa's house. . .I guess. We didn't really do much, but I still enjoyed being here. I feel like I haven't seen my friends in forever though. I miss you all terribly. Let's see, Sareya just got back from her grandparents house (on her dad's side). They had like a 5 to 6 or drive or something like that. And Sareya got her grandpa sick. Jason came home for a while today too, but then he left before Sareya got home. We are leaving the house at like 8:30 to go to the airport and pick up Trevor and Dylan. THeir flight arrives at like 10 or 10:30. But the traffic, according to Jason, is really really bad. Plus it's raining. It's so cold, I'm almost dying. It's weird. It's really warm upstairs but it's absolutely freezing downstairs. Neysa said it is because cold air is blown out of the plug sockets. It's odd. Jayden is funny. SHe was kind of testing Neysa today. SHe kept crying and crying, but not really crying, to see if Neysa would pic her up. But she didn't untl Jayden had stopped crying. Neysa is going to take me home I think after we pick up the boys. THa's why she had me come over, because she needs help carrying the boys stuff because she has the baby and Sareya. So, I probably won't be home till late. We had frech toast for dinner, which was delicious. Neysa and I also had quesadillas before Sareya got home. Which were also scrumptious, I might add. Sareya and I were running across the hall and sliging on our knees for a while, which was fun. It's great to act like your 5 again. Well, in my case it isn't really again. I never really got a chance to be a kid for very long at all. But oh well, life goes on. We watched a ton of tv today. Mostly mtv. Doesn't that just sound entertaining. You know you wish you could be in my place. I am so incredibly tired, and I am definitely not looking forward to school on Monday, except for the fact that I get to see all my wonderful friends. I hope I can go to church tomorrow. I really miss all my friends from church. I don't get to see them much anymore. Well, besides last sunday. Which wasn't for very long. But we played uno, which was fun. I want to go to youth group but I dunno what they are doing and I don't know if my mom and dad will drive us. But hopefully, cuz I miss church. I haven't gotten much of my homework done. I'm still working on my final draft of the Fairytales thing. Not that I am pressed for time or anything, I mean, I do have until wednesday. Anyhoodles, you guys probably don't want to read my rambling on and on, that is if anyone actually reads this thing anymore, which I highly doubt. Although Anna did comment on one of my quiz results, I'm glad to know someone still reads my journal. Not that it is really all that important or anything. And there I go again. Well, I miss you all terribly and I guess I shall see you on Monday, if you go to school on Mondays, if not, I'll see you whenever. Love you deeply!!!