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| 04:11am 30/09/2007 |
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mood:  tired
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So wow, its been a really long time since I've been on this website. I wonder if anyone actually uses livejournal anymore...lol. Well to update, I now live in Salina, Kansas....its been almost two years since I first moved here. And boy has it been a long two years. Lots of stuff has happened. Lots of things have changed. But the biggest thing that has happened to me since I moved here is that I am pregnant. Yes, Santana is having her first child in about 6 months. Scary yes...but so exciting. Lol. I'm dating the father of my baby, his name is Matt. He is amazing...basically. um...I am doing the whole online school thing which shouldn't take me too long. |
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| 09:31pm 14/03/2005 |
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mood:  dorky
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i = evil hacker
bwahahaha
if you know not who i am then down with you!
mwahahahahahaha i win! i win! |
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| 03:05pm 21/01/2005 |
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Just thought you all should know that, yes, I am going to leave the school somewhere near the end of February. I want to finish up soccer and then I shall be going to homeschool. I don't want to here any of this you can't leave, I have made up my mind. I'm already enrolled in the other school and everything. SO, I love you all. I just can't handle this school anymore. We shall still hang out though. . .well . . .I hope. Probably more with Safiyyah then anyone. It won't be for a while though so it's all good. |
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| 12:12pm 21/01/2005 |
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mood:  bored music: As YOur Voice Fades-Emery
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OKay, yeah, so Abby the idiot won't change my name because she said that I need a certified name change for the diplomacy or a security card. But I gave her my adoption certificate and that is a certified document. THe judge signed it and everything. The judge told us that that was the certificate that was needed for a name change. Gash, Abby is such an idiot. So when I got home I told my mom that Abby wouldn't change it becasue she said I needed the security card. So my mo was super pissed and she called Abby and was arguing with her and Abby was saying that you need the certified paper for the name chaneg and my mom kept telling her, THAT IS CERTIFIED! It says and henceforth shall be known as SANTANA LAREINA WARD!!! ANd it is saigned by the judge Keletly. ANd SO Abby said well then just bring in her knew security card. And my mom said that I didn't have one yet. ANd Abby was saying that well, it doesn't matter right now because she'll get my card before I graduate so she doesn't need to worry about it. And my mom is like no because she isn't graduating there and then she hung up on Abby. It was hillarious. So then my mom called my dad and she is having him call the school on monday and tellthem that if they don't send mine and Geneva's cumes (spelling?) then we are going to sue the school. So, that's my drama for the day. . .Abby's an idiot. Hehehe. . .Other than that. . .nothing has really been going on. We won our soccer game yesterday. Vincent Memorial really sucked and I don't know why we didin't do way better than we did. We won 2-0. But it's still a win so I'm happy. School has been really boring today. As always. I'm tired. I just wanna go home. Now I wanna listen to Emery. . .hehehe. Okie dokie then. . .I'm going to go and be bored now. . .see ya! |
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| 11:22am 20/01/2005 |
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YAY! Abby finally changed my name for the school records. . .FINALLY!!!No more Flint-Ward!!! Yay!!! |
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| 03:23pm 12/01/2005 |
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ASIANS ROCK!!! |
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| 10:57am 10/01/2005 |
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mood:  happy music: over and over again
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okay so, I'm now officially a ward. I am now officially Santana Lareina Ward. I am so happy. My dad picked me up from school at lunch time and we went home and everyone was getting ready so I had to change into something nice. And then we all went to juvenile court and waited for our turn to go in. And then we all went in Shawna and I had to sign a paper and then mom and dad had to sign a couple papers and then it was final. And so we all got up with the judge and the officer or whatever took 3 pictures and the judge let shawna and I pick out a stuffed bear that we wanted. I was wondering why the huge bookshelf was filled with a ton of stuffed bears. Funny, we picked out the same bear. Hers is named eggs and mine is named grittles. I know. So weird. And yet so funny. Sara couldn't come though because she ha a dentist appointment. It was so great. I was so happy. Mom started crying, it waas so cute. THat was like, the happiest moment of my life. I'm sooooooo happy. Finally, no more flint. . .no more foster child. . .no more moving from house to house. . .no more social workers coming to check up on us. . .it's so great. SO then we took some pictures outside, in the rain. My parents said woohoo because now they can officially beat me (haha) And then we all went to hometown buffet. we were there for like ever. I ate so much. It was fun. And then we went home and Geneva and I got ready and then went Maryams house for her and ANna's birthday party. Which was a blast. We watched Napoleon Dynamite which was okay I think. Not as great as everyone made it out to me. But whatever. And we watched part of Troy, which is really really really good. Not accordig to some of the girls there though, the little freaks. but it was so much fun. we played truth or dare, and then just talked forever. and had some delicious chimmichetos (don't know how to spell, but they were good) and ice cream cake. I'm so glad my mom let us stay the night. I had a great time. and then my mom had Hillary pick us up at like 10 in the am. We went home and cleaned. Put away the christmas tree which was difficult due to its being as heavy as a hippo. and then John and Nancy Blackwell came over for a while and we had scones and fruit tart that HIllary made which was delcious. And tea. And we watched some of the dance recital dvd. and then they left and a couple hours later randy came over and watched the rest of the game with us. It was fun. ANd then sadie got baptised yesterday. which was great. so my weekend was pretty fun. HIllary had to leave yesterday cuz she is starting up with school again. And my dad is taking sara to hillarys today because she has a dentist appointment and hill is giong to take her to the airport on tuesday morning. so evreyone is going back to school. woohooo (not really). Bah! |
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| 10:17am 07/01/2005 |
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RIght now I am in chemistry class and we already finished our lab so he is letting us do whatever. We are listening to Atreyu. Yay! SO next I have history and then I am going home at lunch because I am being officially wardenized at 1:00. We have to go to court and then we are going out to eat. SO sorry if I don't make it to your bday party Maryam and Anna. I really hope I can make it. Happy early birthday girls I love you!!! |
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| 04:03pm 05/01/2005 |
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You Are the Loyalist |
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You have strong relationships and are intensely loyal.
People find you easy to love and care for.
You like your world to be stable and secure, no surprises.
You're cautious. You prefer your inner circle to the outside world.
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| 12:54pm 04/01/2005 |
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mood:  confused music: Maroon 5: woman
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SO school has finally started back up. And as many of you already know (even though you think I am a lamo) I am still going to leave this school. I just have to take the rest of my finals from last semester and then wait for my homeschool books to come in. SO I'll probably be here for another couple of weeks so that I can still do soccer for a while, and of course see my friends, but when my books get here I am leaving. I'll do a little homework just so that teachers don't say anything, but for the most part I won't be doing much because my homework for this semester won't count. But I'm not leaving because of you guys. You all are the reason that I stayed this long. But I just can't deal with this school anymore, it's getting worse and worse and the teachers suck (well except for mrs. white), I'm just not doing good here. Yeah I'm passing, but just barely. I have c's in every class. And I know that I would do so much better in hoomeschooling. I don't really hang out with anyone at school anyways (not blaming it on you guys, I know it's my fault) so not much is gonna change. I shall call you guys all the time. we gotta hang out more. . .i don't want you guys to forget about me just cuz i'm leaving. Hopefully my mom will let Geneva and I still come to enchanted evening because I really really really want to go to that. SO hopefully I'll see you guys there as well. I think Mrs. Foye is gonna be mad at me though because I have pages that I haven't even started. I hope someone took pictures at the winter dance, because I need them for my pages. oh well. . .have fun at school without me. . . |
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| christmas and the new year |
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| 12:29pm 04/01/2005 |
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mood:  confused music: Maroon 5: woman? (I dunno what its called)
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woohoo, today andre gave me a christmas presents. Happy bunny pin! YAY! one says "I'm bad and you love it" and the other says "boys lie and kind of stink" and shawna also got me a happy bunny pin that says "I just realized. I don't care." I LOVE HAPPY BUNNY!!! Oh and my love got me the best thing ever! She got me a LOTR jacket!!! And some cool earrings that are bright pink phones. SO COOL!!! and felipe got me a cute littlepurse thing for change. and saffi got me a cute earring holder, it's a ballerina. . .thank you also very much!!! I love it all!!! Anyhoodles, our new years eve party was a blast. People who came: Anna, Melissa (anna's sister), Ayishah, Sierah, Safiyyah, Ryan, Maryam, Aminah, Karimah, and Chase. And then Neysa and Jason and the kids were there. It was so much fun. THings we did: swam (although I didn't get a chance to because by the time Ayishah and I were ready and heading down everyone else was coming up. It's all hope's fault, darn that child of satan), talked, played compatibility (which of course Geneva and Chase took THE LONGEST to pick their cards, so slow so slow), played twister, watched little children dance, had a booty drop contest (of course the little children that take dance won, they sure can shake their booties), played the knot game, played four on a couch, talked some more, drank, talked some more, drank. . . and finally at 8 in the am, we went to bed, seven girls in two beds, can you imagine? Well, it was mighty crowded. It really didn't help that sheila took up practically the whole of one bed. And then she kept complaining because we were talking. And then she started playing with her phone rings. SO obnoxious. Oh but of course it isn't her fault she is cranky, she had a "hangover". Yeah, uh-huh, ok Sheila. Hillary was so funny though. SHe wasn't drunk, just buzzed. Nobody was drunk, they just like to pretend that they are, really lame must say. Most of us were just super tired. People do weird things without sleep, it's great. Geneva managed to get groped but more than just her boyfriend. . .poor ilttle child, and she got kissed by mre than just her boyfriend!!! I love you Isha, that's funny. . .btw, it's over. But yeah, all in all the night was the best ever. I thank all of you that got an invite and actually showed up, it wouldn't have been as fun without you. And to those that didn't come but were invited many a time, you missed out, I guess we are just too shallow for you, we wouldn't want to wardenize you, but hopefully you'll come next time, you won't want to miss it. HAHA! While we were sleeping everyone just filed out. By the time HIll and I woke up everyone was gone. And thanks to whoever cleaned the living room for us. That was very nice of you. so then we cleaned up a bit and talked to chase on the phone. Geneva made me call him to yell at him for calling me a doofus. Which was quite a while ago. But it was funny. then at 6 geneva and I went cosmic bowling with Andre, Felipe, Chase, Sierah, and Maryam. . .which was muy muy fun. Geneva and I weren't actually gonna bowl but I'm glad we did. It was great. EVen with Sierah making fun of me. No Butterfly, no! You monkey squeeler (I really need to come up with something else cuz that doesn't even make any sense). Then the girls went to Sierah's house and ate something, I have no idea what it was called, but it was v. good., then we went to Beef n Bun (which I had never been before) ad Maryam, Geneva, and Sierah got shakes. THen we sat in the car and talked while people finished their shakes. Then we went inside and played jeopardy and wheel of fortune. which I am very proud of myself for solving the Grand Canyon National Park. That was v. amazing. I knw I know, I'm good. |
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| 12:21pm 03/01/2005 |
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wow, it's finally the new year!!! Yay. Christmas was great. we had a bunch of family over on Christmas eve. the service didnt go well at all. But whatever, not even gonna think about it. georgia got me the coolest cards (i love cards), they are nightmare before christmas cards. I love them. and hillary got me a really cute shirt, which I am wearing today. and ryan came over and gave us gifts. it was really sweet. he got me a bottle of sparkling apple cider and cookies and from victorias secret he got me a purse with lotion, body wash, and spray in it, the scent is forbidden fantasy, it smells really good. and then on christmas we woke up at like 10, opened stockings in my parents room and then went down and opened our christmas presents. Chelsea got the older girls the King Arthur dvd. Sara got me a cute shirt from rue 21 and it has a monkey and underneath it says naughty or nice? and then I got a purse and jewelry and a $50 american express card for the westfield shopping center so hill took me shopping the day after xmas. we went with sheila and saw spanglish and then we shopped. we saw courtney enniss there, that was odd. . . |
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| 10:02am 03/01/2005 |
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we went to disneyland. we split up from my mom, dad, sadie, jene, hannah and rebekah. we went on splach mountain and then on indiana jones. we went on the jungle cruise and then we went on again with my dad and sadie. sadie is still kinda sick tyhoguh, but that isnt keeping her from having fun. Then we all ate lunch together. Me, Geneva, and shawna were going to split off and shop but I hcanged my mind so we all went on the Haunted Mansion. which is the best I must say. then me, shawna and geneva went to innoventions until it closed. we came out just in time for the fireworks show and then we fought our way outside of the park and met up with everyone outside of the park and went back to the hotel hillary and my dad went to pick up sara from the ariport and hill spent the night and left early in the mornigng cuz she still has school this week. sara is staying with us until january 11, I think. somewhere near there. we watched some stuff on her extended version of LOTR: Return of the King. which is the best I must add. it was funny. |
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| 09:00am 21/12/2004 |
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OMG! Four days until christmas. three until I get to be an angel in the church service. im so happy. I cant wait till school starts though becacuse I miss soccer. i missed two games already. how sad. but good jopb guys winning both of course. im also really excited because mom said that geneva and I can have new years eve party like we did last year (which was really fun). I dont know what we are gonna do. Nothings planned yet. my mom said yes today. last year we made furry sandals (that was hillarious, I still have mine. but I don't wear them much becuse I have white fur and I dont want them to get all dirty and gross), played sardines. . .I don't really remeber what elsenwe did. . .oh, made pizza. . .it was just a lot of fun so im looking forward to this one. dont know who all is invited yet, um. . .adre, felipe, chase, sierah, ayishah, anna, saffi, ryan, maryam. . .I think aminah might come. . .I don't know who else. hopefully we'll actually have it. we havent set anything up yet. im really bored. . .just sitting at home. . .im tired of tv, video games, and sleeping (sounds funny) maybe I shall call someone because I have no life. . .maybe have someone come over. . .I dunno. . .we shall see. . .my mom has been wrapping presents like carazy. and washing a buttload of laundry. . .poor mommy. ew, for lunch i had a burrito and I totally drowned it in hot sauce because it came out too fast. it was really quite disgusting. not hot (to me at least. . .I love hot stuff I used to eat whole jalepenos all the time) just, you culdnt even taste the burrito anymore. it was just plain gross. but anyhoodles, I dont really have anythig to say. . .my entries are just me rambling on about stupid things. . .so I shall leave now. |
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| 09:00am 20/12/2004 |
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I miss disneyland. that was the most fun I've had on a family vacation since i cant even remember. i kinda didnt want to leave. it was great. people hardly fought at all. we all just had fun being with each other. I would have like it better if hillary were there more, and if jene wasnt there at all but hey, you cant always get what you want. thats a a song isnt it? yep yep, anyhoodles. . .today we had angel practice. my first and only this year. Ive been an angel loike 2 or 3 ties already though so its all good. (angels in a christmas eve service for church). we just walk around, being beautiful, lighting candles. and we sing silent night. its cool. me, shawna, sara, georgia, geneva, and elizabeth are angels. there are like 4 services. my family is only in the 5pm service. we wear white robes over white slipsand shirts. no nailpolish whatsoever. we go barefoot. no jewelry. no make up unless it looks natural. hari cannot be ocmpletely up (half up or all down). and we have candles and a holo (of course). no wings. nu-uh. it should be fun. im excited. i think I'm gonna curl my hair and have it completely down. im still deciding whether or not I should get my hair cut. I dunno. I was going to ask Neysa to do it today. but I chickened out. I don't know if I should, if would regret it afterwards. im really bad at making choices of any kind. "what do yu want to eat?" "I dunno buy me whatever". im a weirdo. and whenever someone offers me food or something I dont take it. I dont know why. I do it to andre a lot. its funny. sometimes i do want the food but i still say no. Im odd. oh well. . . hmmm. . . I can't believe christmas is in 5 days. im so happy. merry christmas all. i love you much. |
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| 09:00am 19/12/2004 |
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we finally went to church. i had like 5 minutes to get ready. seriously. because apparently georgia tried to wake me upp (although I dont remember) but I wouldn't. so I woke up and they were going out the door.So I diud my hair and make up in the car. It was gross though because I didnt have time to grab my socks because I was brushing my teeth. so gross. but I was ahppy I got to go. I missed my friends. I got to see Krista, Leslie, Maren, Bonnie. SO happy. oh, and katie. and dean, but he just waved to me as he was leaving. poo head. I saw him at dance a while ago. it was really weird. well, he wasn't at dance, I was, he was at mama rosas with a bunch of his buddies. It was odd. but whatever. then for youth group all those girls came and Paul was there and Brandon. it was a lot of fun. we went to the Sand Diego childrens center and gave out presents that people bought for them the week before and we sang christmas songs with them. it was really cool. and we gave them all a ton of soda and food and candy canes. it was awesome. bonnie and I kept going off in our onw little world singing all thses songs. some that werent even christmas songs. it was great. but poo head Paul hurt my eye. i was trying to get someone to take my packet of carols and no one would so I went to Paul and I handed it to him and said Merry Christmas and he chucks it back at me saying happy birthday (silly boy, thats not till february, DURH!) and it pokedme in the eye and it hurt really bad. And he just chucled (I like that word). now my eyeball has a big red spot. grrness. boys are stupid, and kind of stink. well, some of them, while others smell very good (Gabe, Felipe, Andre). I really like that addidas spray. SO GOOD! woah, totally went off somewhere else there. but anyhoodles. today was fun. and when i got home courtney was there. and also my favoritist person in the whole world. . . .Katie Delaney. I love her. we hung out, talked, watched tv, went in the jacuzzi. she slept in hillary's bed in my room and we stayed up until like 2 talking and stuff. shes in 7th grade btw, she goes to dance with us. everyone says that she is just like Chelsea (my sister). Which I dont think because if she were I probably wouldn't like her as much as I do, or even at all. Not that Chelsea is this horrible person. Not at all. I just don't like her, which is okay cuz she hates me more than anything. I hear her say it all the time. But I really couldnt care less. but anyhoodles, I had a fun day. |
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| 09:00am 18/12/2004 |
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mom and dad went shopping for christmas presents with hillary and sadie today. Mom changed her mind and we are going home tonight. im glad because i miss my bed. i feel so much better. geneva and i watched the extended version of LOTR: Return of the King. which again, IS THE BEST!!! then we all cleaned and packed an went home. Dad drove hill home with the twins and Georgia because hillary is sick. I am so happy to be home. and I miss you all terribly. thats the only thing I hate about not going to school, i dont really get to see my friends because no one loves me and I NEVER get a call from anyone, yeah, I feel the love. so that sucks. I hope you guys did well on your finals. I still have 2 to take in january (english and spanish) even though mrs stockton is a stupid liar. she said that I never told her about leaving for disneyland. mr ewllhouse was in the room when I talked to her and he doesnt remember either. I swear, these old fogies are losing their memories and minds. she was telling me to have fun with my family and everything. Gash shes so annoying. oh well. |
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